| Location | Chichester |
| Age | 38 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 22/02/1970 |
| Date of Death | 13/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 936 since 12/10/2008 |
| Creator |
WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT BRIAN WELL IM NOT SURE WHERE TO START I HAD KNOWN HIM FOR 18YRS, HE WAS SUCH A
CHARECTER ALWAYS MAKING PEOPLE LAUGH, HE WAS BORN IN LIVERPOOL ON THE 22ND OF FEBUARY 1970, HE WAS
PART OF A BIG BUT LOVING FAMILY, HE WAS A TYPICAL SCOUSE DRINK AND FOOTY IF HE HAD BOTH OF THEM HE
WAS HAPPY LOL. HE WAS A AVID LIVERPOOL SUPPORTER NEVER MISSED A MATCH. HE HELPED REFEREE BARNHAM
TROJENS WHERE TWO OF HIS SONS BRIAN JR AND KARL PLAYED. HE ALSO HAD TIME FOR EVERYONE IF THEY NEEDED
HIS HELP HE WAS THERE NO MATTER WHAT. HE LOVED HIS FAMILY, WE MARRIED ON THE 20TH NOVEMBER 1999 AND
IT WAS SUCH AN EVENTFULL DAY SO MANY THINGS WENT WRONG LOL FROM THE WEDDING CAR NOT TURNING UP TO
HAVING TO TAKE ONE OF THE GUESTS TO HOSPITAL BUT WE GOT THERE IN THE END AND IT WAS THE HAPPIEST DAY
OF OUR LIVES. HE WAS SUCH A LOVING PERSON BUT ALSO DID SOME REALLY SILLY THINGS SUCH AS ONE TIME HE
WAS LATE FROM THE PUB AND HE KNEW HE WAS IN TROUBLE BUT COULDNT FIND ANYWHERE TO GET SOME FLOWERS
FROM SO HE SPOTTED A HEDGEHOG AND AS HE KNEW I LOVED HEDGEHOGS HE CHASED IT DOWN THE ROAD AND CAUGHT
IT AND BOUGHT IT HOME SO I WOULDNT BE SO MAD AT HIM. HE WALKED IN WITH THE BIGGEST SMILE ON HIS FACE
AND OFFERED THIS HEDGEHOG AS A PRESENT, AND OF COURSE I COULDNT BE MAD ANYMORE. THAT SMILE THAT I
WILL NEVER SEE AGAIN JUST MADE ME MELT INSIDE. HE ALSO HAD A REAL STRONG BOND WITH HIS DAD AND SADLY
WITH HIS SISTER SANDRA WHO HAD DIED VERY YOUNG OF MENINGITIS WHICH HE ALSO HAD HAD 7 TIMES BUT HAD
GOT THROUGH WHICH MADE HIM FEEL SO GUILTY THAT HE NEVER GOT OVER. HE WAS MY LIFE HE MADE ME FEEL
SAFE, BUT WE LIKE MANY OTHER COUPLES HAD OUR PROBLEMS AND WE SPLIT UP SO MANY TIMES BUT LIKE
EVERYONE USED TO SAY WE COULDNT LIVE WITH EACH OTHER BUT COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT EACH OTHER EITHER. I
LOVED HIM SO MUCH THAT IT FEELS LIKE A GAPPING HOLE THAT IS LEFT BECAUSE HE WILL NEVER BE HERE X
what can i say about my dad he was loved by every one and always willing to lend a hand a man of
many tallents infact hes the only man i know who can fix the washing machine after adrink or two lol
he was a man who lived for his family football and a gd old beer xxxx
hi babe
hi babe sorry ive not been on here but i avnt been able 2 face it as every time i go on here its like im saying goodbye all ova again n i didnt want 2 the 1st time let alone now i just cant let u go i wont let u go x the bloke i was cn well it didnt work. no surprises there coz he isnt u. if only u knew how much hurt u were leaving behind i know u wldnt av done it i feel like u av ripped out my heart n soul n i cant ever get it bk coz ur gone. i miss u so much n i know the kids do 2. i can feel its getting harder n harder 2 keep that face on well u know me lol i want u bk so so much so our family can b whole again. i need u bk here u belong here wiv us not up there wiv sandra n the rest of them x I WILL ALWAYS LOVE N MISS U BABE XXX
HI BABE
HI BABE SOZ I AINT BEEN ON HERE 4 A WHILE JUST BEEN REAL BUSY LOL THESE PASSED FEW WEEKS AV BEEN REAL HARD AS WE ALL MISS U SO MUCH I STILL EXPECT U 2 WALK THRO THE DOOR BUT I NO DEEP DWN IT AINT GOING 2 HAPPEN BUT I CANT LET U GO ON THE 23RD OF THIS MTH U WLD OF BEEN DWN 12YRS Y CANT U STILL B HERE !!!! I WISH I HAD LISTENED 2 U THAT DAY N WASNT SUCH A BITCH BUT THEN THAT WAS JUST US ONE MIN WE WERE ARGUEING NEXT WE WERE CUDDLED UP LOL GOD I MISS U SO MUCH IF ONLY I HAD TAKEN U BK THAT LAST TIME OR U DIDNT ANS UR PHONE THAT LAST TIME THEN U WLD STILL B HERE !!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANT 2 FEEL UR ARMS AROUND ME ONE MORE TIME XX I LUV U SOOOOOO MUCH N ALWAYS WILL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE A COMET,,,,,,BLAZING CROSS THE EVENING SKY,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A RAINBOW,FADING IN THE COMING NIGHT,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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SHINING,SPARKLING,AND SPLENDIDLY BRIGHT.
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HERE ONE DAY.,,.GONE ONE NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CLOTH OF SUNLIGHT ON A CLOUDY AFTERNOON.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CASTLE BUILT UPON A SANDY BEACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A PERFECT LOVELY FLOWER, THAT IS
JUST BEYOND YOU"RE REACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BORN TO LIVE IN SHEER DELIGHT,
HERE ONE DAY,GONE BY NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A SUNSET DAZZLED BY THE RISING MOON.
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GONE TOO SOON.
[A MICHAEL JACKSONG SONG].R.I.P..
R.I.P.ANGEL.XXXX
Hi Bri its Malc i just wanted to write to you i wish i knew you when you were alive. Serena & the kids all talk about you i enjoying hearing about what you got upto (I love the hedgehog story) I will never take your place in their lives i couldnt if i wanted to but i will always be there to help them through life
POEM
If I had my life to do over,
I'd have chosen you to be my dad
once more.
Even if it meant losing you again,
It's worth all the tears in the
world.
You were my sunshine when skies
were gray.
I loved you and honored you;
You took all my tears away.
I was happy to be with you,
Proud to be your little girl.
Sometimes we would argue,
But to me you meant the world.
Your love was always pure;
You treated me as your own.
Your time seemed all too short and
I feel so alone.
What can I take from this?
My heart is completely crushed.
But nothing loved is ever lost -
And you are loved so much.
MISSING U
HEY THERE GUESS U NO WOTS BEEN GOING ON L8LY DUE 2 U WATCHING OVA US LOL WISH U CLD HELP US OUT A LIL MORE THO LOL YOU AV LEFT SUCH A MESS WEN U DIED IM JUST AT THE POINT WHERE I CLD JUST ABT JOIN U BUT I MADE THAT PROMISE 2 THE KIDS SO I GUESS IM STUCK CLEARING UP UR MESS LIKE I ALWAYS DID, IM SO ANGREY WIV U IF ONLY U REALISED WOT DAMAGE U AV MADE THEN MAYBE U WLDNT AV KILLED URSELF IVE EVEN GOT LEE BLAMING HIMSELF NOW AINT GOT A CLUE WOT 2 DO ANY MORE GOD Y DID U DO IT WELL AT LEAST UR PAINS STOPPED NEVER MIND ME N THE KIDS BUT THEN IT WAS ALWAYS LIKE THAT WASNT IT SORRY BUT IM SO PISSED OFF I CANT EVEN SEE SUMMER ON HER BDAY CANT DEAL WIV MUCH MORE PLUS ALL I CAN C L8LY IS U HANGING THERE N I DONT WANT 2 REMEMBER U LIKE THAT I H8 IT LOOK IVE GOT 2 GO BUT I DO MISS U SO MUCH XXX
HI BABE MISSING U XX
HI THERE BABE SOZ IVE NOT BEEN ON HERE FOR A WHILE BUT BEEN REAL BUSY DECORATING WELL TRYING LOL I CANT STILL BELIEVE UR REALLY GONE LEES MISSING U LIKE MAD THE THING IS HE BLAMES HIMSELF FOR NOT BEING THERE 2 STOP U DOING IT IVE TOLD HIM IT WASNT BUT U NO LEE BLESS HIM HE REALLY MISSES U LIKE MAD N CANT UNDERSTAND IF U REALLY LOVED HIM Y LEAVE HIM N I CANT ANS THAT ONE AS I DONT NO MYSELF WELL BRI N LEE R GOING ON A CAMP WIV WINSTON WISH SO THEY CAN TALK 2 OTHERS THAT R GOING THRO THE SAME THING SO FINGERS CROSSED. MALCS BEEN GR8 THRO IT ALL HE LOVES HEARING ABT THE THINGS U USED 2 GET UP2 WHICH HELPS N THEY ALL GET ON REAL WELL WIV HIM U WLD AV GOT ON REAL WELL WIV HIM. WELL GOT 2 GO BABE LUV U XXX
A YEAR TODAY
Well Brian it`s been a year since you left us, so much has happened since you went, you have a new nephew Ryan James,he`s three weeks old now and your big brother is getting married on May 1st,it`s ashame you won`t be here to help us celebrate it with us,you would of been best man and would of had a great time, mum & dad still miss you like crazy,Liverpool still doing very well even without there biggest fan,i bet your watching them from up there, anyway bye for now love & miss you as always. Susan & Wayne xxx
missing you
hi babe just wanted u 2 no how much i miss you well u proberbly already no that lol ive been looking at the book we did abt u n i just sat there n cried i miss u so much n i no the kids do 2 big time even if they dont say but then u no wot bri is like lol the hard man lol karl has started opening up a bit more thank god as ive been really worried abt him specially as he saw u n wot u did. i no u wldnt av done it if u thought karl wld av found u or knew wot pain u were leaving us in. ur dad sent me sum pics of u which was gr8 of him as we av decided 2 make a collage of ur life n wot u meant 2 all of us as u were n always will be a huge part of all of us. I will never stop loving you or thinking abt u just hope the tears wont b as much u no me n crying lol. Well cant believe its almost a yr since uve been gone it just feels like u av been working away but i no ur not cumn bk which is the hard bit. well i guess i best sort out the kids luv u xxx
hi babe
hi babe just wanted 2 say thx 4 cumn thro on sat it meant alot 2 both me n nat n yea i do forgive you n understand that you thought you were doing the best for all of us just wish u had talked 2 me 1st b4 u decided 4 us but then u know i wld of tried 2 talk you out of it which i now know u wld not av wanted im glad ur at peace now n ur hurt is ova just a shame ours has just started. u told us u had been met by ur nan guess i just assumed it wld b sandra that wld meet u but i guess she was there sumwhere w8n 4 u, i cant believe its almost a yr since u passed just feels like u av been working away just not cumn bk, i still miss u like crazy n will always love you no matter wot well till next time bye 4 now xxxxxxxx
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