| Location | Chichester |
| Age | 38 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 22/02/1970 |
| Date of Death | 13/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,842 since 12/10/2008 |
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WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT BRIAN WELL IM NOT SURE WHERE TO START I HAD KNOWN HIM FOR 18YRS, HE WAS SUCH A CHARECTER ALWAYS MAKING PEOPLE LAUGH, HE WAS BORN IN LIVERPOOL ON THE 22ND OF FEBUARY 1970, HE WAS PART OF A BIG BUT LOVING FAMILY, HE WAS A TYPICAL SCOUSE DRINK AND FOOTY IF HE HAD BOTH OF THEM HE WAS HAPPY LOL. HE WAS A AVID LIVERPOOL SUPPORTER NEVER MISSED A MATCH. HE HELPED REFEREE BARNHAM TROJENS WHERE TWO OF HIS SONS BRIAN JR AND KARL PLAYED. HE ALSO HAD TIME FOR EVERYONE IF THEY NEEDED HIS HELP HE WAS THERE NO MATTER WHAT. HE LOVED HIS FAMILY, WE MARRIED ON THE 20TH NOVEMBER 1999 AND IT WAS SUCH AN EVENTFULL DAY SO MANY THINGS WENT WRONG LOL FROM THE WEDDING CAR NOT TURNING UP TO HAVING TO TAKE ONE OF THE GUESTS TO HOSPITAL BUT WE GOT THERE IN THE END AND IT WAS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF OUR LIVES. HE WAS SUCH A LOVING PERSON BUT ALSO DID SOME REALLY SILLY THINGS SUCH AS ONE TIME HE WAS LATE FROM THE PUB AND HE KNEW HE WAS IN TROUBLE BUT COULDNT FIND ANYWHERE TO GET SOME FLOWERS FROM SO HE SPOTTED A HEDGEHOG AND AS HE KNEW I LOVED HEDGEHOGS HE CHASED IT DOWN THE ROAD AND CAUGHT IT AND BOUGHT IT HOME SO I WOULDNT BE SO MAD AT HIM. HE WALKED IN WITH THE BIGGEST SMILE ON HIS FACE AND OFFERED THIS HEDGEHOG AS A PRESENT, AND OF COURSE I COULDNT BE MAD ANYMORE. THAT SMILE THAT I WILL NEVER SEE AGAIN JUST MADE ME MELT INSIDE. HE ALSO HAD A REAL STRONG BOND WITH HIS DAD AND SADLY WITH HIS SISTER SANDRA WHO HAD DIED VERY YOUNG OF MENINGITIS WHICH HE ALSO HAD HAD 7 TIMES BUT HAD GOT THROUGH WHICH MADE HIM FEEL SO GUILTY THAT HE NEVER GOT OVER. HE WAS MY LIFE HE MADE ME FEEL SAFE, BUT WE LIKE MANY OTHER COUPLES HAD OUR PROBLEMS AND WE SPLIT UP SO MANY TIMES BUT LIKE EVERYONE USED TO SAY WE COULDNT LIVE WITH EACH OTHER BUT COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT EACH OTHER EITHER. I LOVED HIM SO MUCH THAT IT FEELS LIKE A GAPPING HOLE THAT IS LEFT BECAUSE HE WILL NEVER BE HERE X THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT WE DONT MISS HIM SO SO MUCH XX
what can i say about my dad he was loved by every one and always willing to lend a hand a man of many tallents infact hes the only man i know who can fix the washing machine after a drink or two lol
he was a man who lived for his family football and a gd old beer xxxx
Hey babe xx
Hi babe im sorry ive not been on here 4 a while but it doesnt mean I avnt thought abt u coz there isnt a day go by that I dont miss u or hurt like hell n the hole is still as big as it was the day u decided 2 leave us which I wish u didnt but I cant turn the clocks bk no matter how much I want 2. Just wanted u 2 know how much things av changed summer starts school in september shes such a chatterbox just like nat n rhyley is getting so big n he has the newell smile n cheekyness n jack well he so reminds me off wen bri was a baby n he also has the newell smile n cheekyness. Jack is getting so big cant believe he will be 1 in march the time has flown by. Lee will be 13yr in july n he cld av done wiv his dad which I know hurts him big time he so misses u. Karl is loving his job u wld be so proud off him just like I am. I miss u so much I remember that horrid day like it was yesterday I go tho it every day trying 2 think wot I cld av done 2 change it. Im so sorry I wasnt there 4 u n that I will av 2 live wiv that n I dont know how much longer I can carry on wivout u I will always love u xxx
To Grampy
hi grampy its jack this poem is to you i love you very much and am sad i never got to meet you daddy tells me all about you.
If roses grow in heaven Lord, then pick a bunch for me. Place them in my
Grampys arms and tell him they're from me. Tell him that I love
and miss him, and when he turns to smile, place a kiss upon his
cheek and hold him for a while. R.I.P Grampy love you
wish you were here for my first Christmas xxxxxx
HI BABE
hi babe i know its been a while since ive been on here but things av been real hard fathers day was hard 4 the kids as it reminded them that u werent here not that they neeeded reminding i miss u so so much that it hurts more n more each day xx we av decided that we r going 2 do a sponsored walk in ur name 4 the menigitus trust just so i dont av 2 let u go xx i love you n always will no1 will ever take ur place in my heart xxxx
WISH U WERE HERE
NOT SURE WOT 2 SAY MY HEAD IS SO MESSED UP ALL I WANT IS 2 BE THERE WIV U ITS ALL I CAN THINK ABT I DONT KNOW WOT 2 DO IM TRYING 2 JUST EXIST AS THATS ALL I CAN MANAGE 2 DO I KNOW IT SOUNDS BAD BUT I DONT WANT 2 BE HERE ANYMORE I WANT IT ALL 2 END IM SICK OF WAKING UP N UR NOT THERE N THEN HURTING ALL OVA AGAIN I WISH MY MUM HAD GOT RID WEN SHE CLD THEN MAYBE U WLDNT AV MET ME N U WLD STILL BE HERE. IVE SCREWED UP SO MANY LIVES JUST BY BEING HERE N I DONT WANT 2 SCREW UP ANYMORE NAT HAS HER LIFE BRI HAS HIS KARL IS OK HE BOUNCES BK IM REAL PROUD OF HIM N LEE WELL HE WLD GO 2 BRI SO HE WLD BE OK IN THE END HE`S A TOUGH GUY XX
HI BABE
HI babe, sorry ive not been on here just been real busy wiv lee in hospital yea still trying 2 get him sorted fingers crossed hey just thought i wld tell u that the baby nat is carrying is a boy so thats another grandson u sld av been here 2 c god i miss u i really need u rite now i need u 2 tell me everything is going 2 be ok as things r falling apart im loosing everything sumtimes i wish it had been me n not u that sld be there maybe u wld av done a better job every1 thinks im coping but deep dwn im not im falling 2 pieces wot av i done thats so bad that everything i touch i seem 2 destroy i cant live like this bri n emily r doing really well wiv jack even tho he`s being a bugger at nite lol i know u wld be so proud of them both they all miss u like mad i cant believe its been almost 3yrs just feels like yesterday well it still hurts like it was i love u so much just wish i had said it that day then maybe u wld still be here im so sorry i wasnt there 4 u like u were 4 me i hope u can forgive me xxxxxxxxxxxx
HI BABE
hi babe well he`s finally here at 11.08 ur grandson jack was born he weighed 7lb 12oz, he has lots of hair n he is gorgeous, i wish u were here 2 c him. brian rang me as soon as he was born he was so proud he sobbed his heart out bless him n u cant take the micky as u cried wen lee was born lol he`s got sum lungs on him i cld hear him ova bri, u wld fall in love wiv him just as we all av thing is the poor lil sod has ur nose just like bri n lee im so hoping he hasnt got ur eyes coz like bri n lee n u use them against us poor mugs lol well his kit from his grandad is here ready just like summer had hers lol i know bri n emily will make gr8 parents just like ur daughter is wiv sum`s, y did u do it ur missing out on so much we all miss u so so much well ive put on sum pics so u can see, i best go i can feel myself starting 2 cry I MISS N LOVE YOU so so much well bye 4 now untill im bk wiv u nite babe sweet kisses xxxxxxxxxxxxx
WISH YOU WERE HERE
hey babe not sure wot 2 say i seem 2 just repeating myself i just cant get ova or except that u really av gone i keep getting told its time 4 me 2 let u go n 2 start grieving but i cant u were everything 2 me n the kids u were my life my whole existance u n the kids were all i have n now ur gone ive driven nat away cant see summer i seem 2 only be here 4 lee n thats only coz hes 11 n cant take care of himself the only place i want 2 be rite now is in ur arms n i know that is never going 2 happen n its killing me i cant live wivout u ive tried so hard but i just cant do it i need u xx
LOVE U DAD
love u dad.
you and mum have been there for me though a lot of stuff and i thank u both soooo much.
love u both so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ps dad u still in my heart and always will xxxxxxxxxxx
love your son brian xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
love u mum and dad xxxxxx
MISSING YOU
ROSES ARE RED
N THE SKY IS BLUE
N EVERY DAY I THINK OF YOU
LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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A FLOWER MAY DIE
THE SUN MAY SET
BUT A SOULMATE LIKE YOU
I,LL NEVER FORGET
UR NAME IS PRECIOUS
IT WILL NEVER GROW OLD
ITS ENGRAVED IN MY HEART
IN LETTERS OF GOLD
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